So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?
I just wanna be... Happy.... yeah...

Leona Lewis - Happy

Dear bloggy.

Long time no post ._. lol.
Merry Christmas btw, holidays are ending soon, school re-opening. I'm looking forward to it, but not at the same time too, cant really explain it.

Today im going to talk about a friend of mine. I miss her dearly. She's like a sister to me.. But sadly she lost her way...

Her nickname is Jade. She was different than other girls, i remember how much she wanted to be a tomboy. haha :] She was always so sarcastic, not many people liked her, but she always had a way to make me laugh.

She used to be great friends with someone... then ended their friendship because they had an arguement. Sad. I remember her acting a small role on tv. Hah, it was a big deal to me :]
She also did some fortune telling. I remember always pestering her to read my fortune :D Last year, she made me do something new. Dancing o.o Trust me, i've never danced before.I was sore all over, But she taught me how. Even though we didnt get through the Teacher's Day auditions, we were happy because we tried :] She was strong. A fighter. She took silat classes I think.

This year, she made me sing a song to her xD I was scared. As some of you know, i have stage fright, I dont like being in crowded places. She somehow made me overcome that fear. She made me realise what I wanted to be.

I remember her falling for a guy named Dan. So sweeet, I thought. She even saved money for his birthday. Then one day, she broke up. I was shocked. She cried :| She had other problems too. I know she doesnt have a good relationship with her mother. But I knew she had a loving grandmother.

Next thing I know, she didnt go to school for a long time. She didnt turn up for exams. I heard she ran away from home. There were so much rumours about her. I wanted them to stop ):
Next thing I knew, she was hanging out with strangers? Smoking, Glue sniffing, Drugs, Sex, I heard all of them.

It was very saddening to hear...
Eventually, her studies were affected and she dropped.
You know. I miss your old self a lot.
That strong girl I knew.
I want your old self back.
Its never too late you know.


Kay, im done :D Super huh ^^
Yeh i know :x Hope I got time to post on new year, or else, imma have to delay D: Dont want that. Thank you for reading my shit. Bless you all! :]

PS. HEARD THAT PARAMORE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE IN MARCH :O
OMGGG *nosebleed* Someone bring me please! KThxBye :o

-Eran :]

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