Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Dear bloggy,
Its been a century since I blogged. No, really ._. Yes I'm fine thanks for asking. Its been exactly... a lot of days since O lvls ended for me. ._. The feeling was amazing. I am now waiting for my results coming out on 9th Jan. Words cant describe how I feel... Its like, everything is ending so fast. My secondary school life changed me. I still remember feeling helpless back then, when schedules started to change. When I didnt have to come to school anymore and could study at home. When I had to meet my teachers for lots of practise. It almost felt never-ending. But I did it. I somehow got through it. Tried my best to stay positive. And I'm proud of that.
I still remember a week before our first paper. We had a 'study camp' that my friends actually asked for, which lasted for around 2 and a half days. And I swear, I didnt REGRET attending it. It was the best camp of my life. Probably because there was not really any fixed schedule. And we were allowed to study what we wanted. There was freedom, and I liked that. It was also exciting cause the guys got to play at the kitchen in the staff room at around 1am in the morning HAHA. Also, there were rumours that the girls got disturbed at the first night, when there were knockings on the door. o_o They thought it was the boys, but I swear we were all asleep at that time. :o On the second night, like around 1-2 am, we gathered at the study corner and Mr Lathif shared his ghost stories with us :D It was raining heavily at that time... And I got the goosebumps because it was really cold T_T And somebody started crying... LOL :P Bed time was ok.. except the hard floor made my bones hurt. And also on the first night.. AnChai kept snoring loudly and rolling into me >_>. Did I mention I accidentally saw his butt during shower time? Yeah.. I know. LOL. Overall I really want to thank the teachers and out new Principal for making the camp happen. :)
I'm gonna miss all of my friends... :/There has been so much memories. Good and bad. You know who you are :p hehe. I'm going to miss my Breakfast Buddies <3 (Amirul, Atiqah, Fiqy) The four would always go to the canteen for breakfast, and joke around, or gather together before assembly started. I'm going to miss those moments... They always brighten up my day :) Not to forget my countless 'cliques' Lol. I will never forget our crazy moments together. <3 Even tho we had out ups and downs... Well, I Love you all. <3
God knows how I'm feeling right now. Hopefully things will turn out right. Until next time :)
-Eran :)
Labels: Life Olvls
11:04 PM trashmyattitude.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Dear Bloggy.
I'm starting Poly next week. I'm convinced that life will be better now. Hopefully. Cant wait to start making lots of friends. Maybe there will be more matured, kinder, honest people there. Hopefully. And most importantly, maybe I'll find... someone just like me. Hopefully.
<3 Hopelessly Hopeful,
Eran.
12:56 AM trashmyattitude.
Friday, January 13, 2012
You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraperDear bloggy,
I did it. I passed My Olvls. I really did it!!! My nightmare is over. The long wait is over. I'm officially out of Canberra Sec. :) And really.. I couldn't have done it without my teachers, my friends, my family.. (most of them anyway, lol.)
So here it is~
English: A2
Combined Humanities: B4
Mathematics: B4
Science: B3
FNN: A2
Malay: B4
L1R4: 15 L1R5: 19
Oh.My.God. I feel soooo blessed. Alhamdulilah. I tried my best to stay positive in the long wait. All the while I was thinking: What if I didn't make it? What if I failed this.. I felt like I screwed up in this and that.. Phew. God knows how stressful it was for me. All I wanted was to make my parents proud, and they were :)
Now I have a lot of courses opened up for me... The next obstacle is choosing the RIGHT one. I really love music. And the only courses related to that was DMAT at SP and AVT at NP. I really wanted DMAT though, as its more specialized in the recording studio. At first my Mum was doubtful about it, but then she decided to give her full support because I was really interested in it. And I went for it. That was until... I spoke to a graduate from DMAT in 2009. We chatted about a few issues.. and he told me the hard truths. I immediately went to amend my chosen courses, and chose Health Sciences (Nursing) at NP instead. Why? Because I feel its the safest route. :) I do have issued with the location though. I have to take a few transports to get there.. while SP is just outside of Dover MRT. But anyway, I hope I get what I want :) Posting results are out on the 30th I think.
2012 is starting to become a good year for me, with lots of other good stuff coming up :) Really excited for the future.. even though its unknown. Till next time. <3
- Eran(:
xo.
11:47 PM trashmyattitude.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Dear bloggy
I Just HAVE to blog about this! Heheh, time to let everything out, please dont mind me :D
So I was watching the 3rd episode of Glee earlier and yadda yadda. And I almost cried at the end when Emma's OCD came back. Then Will started singing 'Fix You' and Emma started crying and then the whole Glee club was in white and singing it and I felt every moment of it and I just got really, really teary :(. Seriously, and I can relate to Emma's illness so much because I get panic attacks too. Its just that its not as serious as hers. But seriously it all makes sense now thanks to her I now know that I may or may not have an anxiety disorder. And that may or may not even make sense ._. BUT WHATEVER, NOW I HAVE TO WAIT LIKE 3 MORE WEEKS TO THE NEXT EPI. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO @_@
K I should sleep now bye <3
- Eran :/
8:00 AM trashmyattitude.
Friday, September 9, 2011
Cause the walls burned up and our love fell down
And it turned into whatever, now we're saying never
Feel the fire cause it's call around
And its burning for forever and always
We gotta let it go the other way
And look for another day
Cause it ain't the same my baby
Watch it all fall to the ground
No happy ever after
Just disaster...
Dear bloggy,
DO YOU SEE THAT PICTURE ABOVEEEEEEEEE!??!? YES, JOJO REPLIED TO ME ON TWITTER. YES, 2 TIMES! You can imagine the heart attack I got. ._. I was kinda upset when I heard in an interview that her album 'Jumping Trains' was gonna be released early 2012, because all this while I heard that it was going to be released in Fall 2012. So you can imagine my disappointment when I heard that. I was talking to a few fans on Twitter about it, and she replied to clarify with us! She even gave me a personal reply! And with 'Xo' HAHA, that was enough to make me squeal ;)
Anyway in case you didn't know, her new single 'Disaster' (YES, FINALLY A NEW SINGLE!!!) was just released around last week, and it was released on Itunes 3 days ago. Since then, its been climbing steadily on the Itunes Pop Chart! (Its No. 20 now!!! Right behind Skyscraper :D :D) I can't even put into words about how happy I am for her! She's finally getting the recognition she deserves. Seriously, she should be bigger than she is! So talented yet so underrated! If you havent heard the song yet, you're a disaster. (just kidding... but really. ._.)
Ahhhhh, I can't wait for the music video! Its gonna be amazing. I really wish all the success for this girl :) Her reply really made my day! I remember last week, I was really upset that I didn't get any retweets/replies from her on Twitter when she was doing it to the rest of TeamJojo. So I kinda felt left out haha. But today, she really made my day! And I'm not even sure if she knows that, haha. Its one of the happiest/best day of my life! :D I really look up to her... :)
Well today, I went to Seoul Garden for Lunch! (Mr Lathif's treat) With friends too :) So much fun eating almost everything! No more meat for the rest of this week... Damn, haha! Had a lot of fun. <3
In 5-6 weeks I will be having my O Level Examinations. Its terrifying, but I really wanna try my best. I know I can do it. I just want to do my very best. Hopefully. Wish me luck! :)
Xoxo - Eran ;)
Labels: DISASTER, Jojo, REPLY, TWITTER
7:49 AM trashmyattitude.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
7:20 PM trashmyattitude.
Friday, February 11, 2011
DEAR BLOGGY.
SOOOO. Havent blogged in decades. ^^ Yesterday was my birthday and it was the best sweet sixteen ever. :)
Got so much wishes and presents! I just want to thank everyone that made my day! Especially to Andrew, his birthday card was so awesome I nearly cried ._. Wish I could blog more but I have lots of things to do *_*
Anyway, thank you guys. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :)
-Sincerely,
Eran.
4:30 AM trashmyattitude.